she thinks she's so great when she's only a loser
right now, i just wanna cry my eyes out!! pw sucks sucks sucks!!!! esp if you have lousy grp memebers!! anyway, i've decided to pour out all my pw troubles here.
this girl in my grp. SOMEONE hates me to bits. and nobody knows why. but that's not all, she has bitched to at least 3 ppl in my class abt me. i know, cos all 3 told me what she said. and apparently nobody sides her. cos she is just so unreasonable! she called me 'horrible'. and she says that i didn't contribute to the grp eom though i did!!!! and that's not all. she acts so nice in front of me, i couldnt even guess she hated me until my frens told me one by one. that girl thinks she so pretty and popular when she is in fact, an outcast in the class. she's got no frens at all and that's why she's permanently stuck to her bf. but anyway, people have told me that maybe she doesnt like me cos she doesnt like my whole clique. cos we're very loud and noisy. see yinghui, it's no fun being in a 'popular' clique. it comes with many problems. yinghui...be thankful that people think you're nerdy. cos it could be better that way.
i really really really really really wanna give her a tight slap across her face. but i m controlling my anger now for the sake of my pw group. one day, i might just explode and shout at her during pw. i don't know how much longer i can take her nonsense. stupid lousy unpopular outcast. outcast outcast outcast!!
I WANT TO strangle ARTHUR N ZHANG XING!!
but of cos i wun do tt. i still have my bright future to look forward to.
and i still want to retire in holland, growing tulips
or shall i retire in france, being the 老板娘 of some damn famous vineyard?
or shall i live in a log house in the woods beside a stream?
am reading da vinci code now. so scary and mysterious. i'm scared of museums now.
i'm so 胆小 ok. i mean there's nothing scary abt the book lor. seriously
i hate pw. if i ever get depression, it's cos of pw k. so if i ever go for counciling and refuse to tell the poor councilor anything. u help me tell her tt pw is the root of my illness.
i think milk toh sounds cute on yinghui. Lets all call her tt ok. yey!!
is abbc very bad for common tests? it's ok right?
lol... we're not tt fast lar... it's just tt many pple don't care about their PW... but our grp cares.... so it makes all the difference... we've done our grp EOM tt's all... haven't started on written report. haha... but i kinda like my grp. everyone's quite enthu, so makes the job much easier. oh btw... yh... don't feel so sad bout ur cts lar... everytime u feel sad, think of me... i'm in a much more pathetic state than u... so... cheerup!!! there's always next time. :)
i hate pw
pw is causing me to grow my first white hair in 16 yrs.
pw makes me upset
pw makes me want to migrate
pw makes me want to cry
pw makes me realise tt there's a cheekopei near us
pw is what i hate
for more, read my blog. just updated it
i think blogging fatigue is a terminal illness. it can never be cured. and it'll worsen. haha. i refer to talk to pple rather than blog abt stuff.
i'm so troubled my pw.
haunted by it.
help.
hey pple, keep this blog alive hor!!
happy birthdays!!
haPPy bIRthDAy joyce n yinghui!!
ahhh... common tests are over finally!! i hope i can get A in maths. tt's like the only subject tt i can hope to get an a in. the rest all no hope le. unless some miracle happened n they mixed up my paper with gao yuan's or sandhya's papers. haha.
yey, no harmoc for this week!!
and sher, u owe me $10. u better rmb to return me or i'll have to go hungry for a week ok!!
went skating with yh, sher, ju, mw. quite fun. but it's gonna be the first and last time i skate ok. damn tiring lor. the skating shoes are stinky, hard, uncomfortable, cold and wet. just gross la. and i can't skate :(
就写到这里吧，still suffering from blogging fatigue. 有时候我还挣得有点想念华文哟。。。
yay yay yayee!!
yay glad that everyone is blogging once again(((= must always blog k? even when you think you have nothing to blog about. just blog crap. hahaha.
hrmz. yay cts are overrrr!! but. i don't wanna get back my tests! will faint when i see my marks. boo. nvm. shall worry about that later. haha.
haiz. we're having practice everyday from 5 to 7 now.. cos competition is this sat. aahhh. and im still not familiar with the steps! hrmz. actually i think quite a few people wanna join m dance! cos that time tianny's fren.. rachel.. said that she doesnt mind joining. and yiling told me today that maybe she should join. haha. but think after this competition we may not be doing anything. so oh wells. no use joining till next year. haha.
how come every paragraph ends with a 'haha'?! haha.
listenign to fir's ni de wei siao now. such a nice song.
haiz i dont really know what else to blog about. hrmz. but i jsut wanna tell all of you.. that im very grateful to have you guys in the same school as me! yups. it really helps.. esp if you're not exactly very very close to your classmates. at least you have another group of frens whom you can mix with. but somehow, in hc.. it wasnt exactly like that. somehow or rather i was very close to my classmates and cca mates.. so i didnt really need any sec sch frens with me. but oh well. i hope that we'll remain as close as ever!(=
